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I just don't understand...

I just don't understand...that is something I say to myself a lot, especially these days. I just don't understand why I had to be laid off...I just don't understand why people don't stick to their word...I just don't understand why I can't sleep....I just...and the list goes on. The truth of the matter is simple...There is a whole lot of "I" in those statements. I find myself spending more and more time focusing on my own needs that I fail to focus on those around me, or others in need. Don't get me wrong...I see some of it too, but typically AFTER I think of myself. I've never thought of myself as being selfish, but the truth of the matter is that we all are to a point...but Jesus wasn't.

If we are supposed to strive to be like Jesus, why are we even remotely selfish? If we are supposed to love our neighbor, then why to we even think for a second we can love them only if we deem them worthy of that love. I'm as guilty as the next, but that does not excuse a thing. We need to put ourselves to the back...and bring God to the top, and then others. If we do that..."I" will be taken care of just fine!

Now...I still want to find a job and get out of this whole unemployment thing...but I truly want to find the job that GOD thinks is right for me...not the one that will be the easiest for me, or pay the most money (either, or better both would be wonderful)...I don't want to be a Jonah and run from what God is telling me to do...and even if I start to, I truly hope I can adjust before I get swallowed up...

Anyway....that's my rant for the day...I can be a big silly dummy...but I know I'm not alone, and we can all fix the problems by adjusting our focus, and dropping the "I" from our "high frequency words"...

That's my Third Degree

Rob
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